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I Can Wait Forever--Simple Plan

Monday, March 23, 2009

6:02 PM

): I haven't posted in a really long time because I've been really really lazy. (as usual) Anyways, States is this week! :D I'm super excited. But I don't think teachers should put tests on days when the Orchestra, Band, and Forensics kids are leaving. (: I have to make up 3 tests when I get back and chances are, I'm not going to study at States. So...3 tests+Connie slacking+getting nothing done at States= intense cramming on Sunday. YAY.

One thing which has bothered me lately is realizing that I have a tendency of pushing people away. I've noticed that I've lost touch with a lot of my friends from Freshmen year. I never make a huge effort to keep these friends nor do I seem to care. ): But I've realized now that I probably will push most of my High school friends away once I'm in college except for the select few who are closest to me. I guess the problem right now is that I don't see these friends enough mostly because I don't have classes with them. The problem with taking AP classes is that I'm stuck in this bubble with a particular group of people (There are certain people who are in 3-4 of my classes) and my friends are closed off to only include this group. I see this with my friends from Alabama as well...I love them to death but it's hard to stay connected because we live in two different worlds. However, I have kept in touch with a few friends who I consider my besties. Anyways, maybe I should do this for lent instead since my other resolutions aren't working too well =/

Sorry for the depressing post...I'm having a depressing day (:

5 comments

5 Comments:

O_O dang, you have way more tests to do than me. I LOVE CRAMMING SUNDAY NIGHT! it's my specialty =D haha.

i'm like that too. i always lose touch with people i was friends with. even the ones i was close with last year aren't that close anymore since we don't have many classes together. =/

you shouldn't smile when you're depressed lol.

By Unknown, at March 23, 2009 at 8:33 PM

Haha so busy cramming you don't even have time to read Romans with me! ): You better read for next week. I'm going to read EVEN THOUGH I'm not going to be home most of the week.

By Connie, at March 24, 2009 at 5:20 PM

you haven't been reading Romans either! i totally don't know what chapter we're supposed to be on now. maybe we should just read John instead. =/

i don't think i'm gonna read my bible on the orchestra trip even if i bring it with me. will you really read it at states?

By Unknown, at March 24, 2009 at 9:16 PM

Haha well at least you're honest. No! We have to finish Romans because we're not quitters! We'll do John afterwards...I'll find out what chapter we're on. I think 11...

I would read it at States! But since you're not, I won't so we're still on the same page.

By Connie, at March 25, 2009 at 5:02 PM

Aw, I realized the same thing too! I kinda hate how NA separates people all the time. Overtime, we start splitting into our little cliques.

I feel the same way too, I'm kinda too lazy to preserve friendships and plus it is too difficult

By Al, at March 26, 2009 at 10:32 PM