Sometimes, I wish I could go live on an island forever by myself, a place where no one can upset me. A place where no one can influence me, or make me feel stupid. A place where no one can take advantage of me for their personal gain. A place where I can run around free with nothing to worry about.

Lately, it seems like everyone is stressing out about one thing or another and is using their stress to affect me. Why should you be able to comment on what college I go to, what grades I get, and make me feel terrible? Ultimately, what I do will affect me and only me. I will deal with my own consequences. I'm tired of people, who make me feel incompetent and criticize me without second thought. Words hurt.

I have a lot of pent up anger right now at many different people. But I know, in the end, I won't make it known, because I don't want to ruin your day like you have ruined mine.

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3 Comments:

You and Cindy posted about the same thing. What a twin moment. XD

I really hate how we care about how others judge us by what college we go to. I wish even more that people wouldn't judge us. I think we should just ignore the asian standards and go to whatever college we love the most. =] My only goal is to get out of this state. Any college other than the U of M is good. XD I want no more of this coldness. It's October 13 and there's already snow on the ground. >.>

Connieee, no matter what other people are saying, no matter what other people expect of you, know that I love youuu. ^___^ You are an amazing, talented, pretty gal. You are going to have a happy life. You will not be defined by your education. You are not living for anyone else but you and God. Remember that.

And I forgot to say this on Cindy's blog post, but tell her I luffs her very much too. Don't let other people stress you guys out. I have confidence in you that you'll figure this all out and that someday, you'll look back on these stressful years and be like, phew, I made it, and it wasn't as bad as I thought! Peaceee. ^_^V

By  Melissa, at October 13, 2009 at 6:21 PM  

wow, the person who posted above me was pretty deep. I second everything she said, haha :)

And I LOVE lenka :):)

By  Sophia, at October 13, 2009 at 8:56 PM  

Melissa- Haha I don't read Cindy's blog xD

I do too! I wish I didn't have to care about college [: It's already stressful enough without pressure from everyone else. We're supposed to get some snow on Friday ): It's pretty cold here too.

Thank you Melissa! [: I love you too! I guess sometimes I lose sight of what's important in life. Hopefully, this year will get better [:

Sophia- Thanks sophia! I love love love lenka! [: I like mellow music hehe

By  Connie, at October 14, 2009 at 5:07 PM  

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